She
was absolutely beautiful. Her straight, light-brown hair fell across
her shoulders while the sun played on her natural blond streaks. When
she smiled, her brilliant blue eyes sparkled. Her laugh, which trickled
out of her mouth, could brighten the whole room, if not the whole world.
Her name, Victoria, just rolled off your tongue. She was perfect, as
far as I was concerned, and I felt that she would one day take over
the world. Wherever she was around, I could hardly take my eyes off
her. She was the only thing that existed in my world. I was head over
heels in love.
I tried
every way I could think of to get her attention, but nothing seemed to work.
I hung around her friends, I made eye contact with her
whenever I could, I sat near her in every class we had together.
Any chance I got; I even made a fool of myself in front of her, just to
catch her eye, but she was oblivious to the fact that I even
existed. Once, I was lucky enough to sit behind her in a history class. I finally
got up the nerve to tap her on the shoulder. After many repeated tapping
attempts, she finally turned around.
“Would
you happen to have an extra pencil that I could borrow?” I
asked politely, hoping to strike up a conversation. She quickly
shook her
head no, looking a bit confused. She turned back around as the
teacher started to lecture about the Civil War. I brokenheartedly
pulled my
own pencil out of my backpack and began to take notes.
By
pure luck, I managed to find out where she lived. How, you ask?
To tell
you the truth, I simply followed her and a friend home from
school one day. They walked the majority of the way home, then
split at
a park
and went their separate ways. I spent the whole rest of the
walk behind her worried about what I would do if she should turn
around
and see
me following. By the time we arrived at her house, the butterflies
in my stomach had become unbearable and I just gave up and went
home. About
a week later, I finally got up the guts to go back to her house.
I even bought flowers for the occasion, desperate to do anything
to impress her. She only lived a couple of blocks away from me, so it was
a short walk from my house to hers. I rushed home after school,
cleaned up,
grabbed the flowers, and ran over to her house before my nervousness
could get the best of me. I went up her driveway and onto the wide,
wooden porch that spanned the front of the house. Before I could
chicken out, I hurriedly knocked on the front door. A tall woman, who I assumed
was her mother, answered the door. Now I surely knew where Victoria
got her good looks from. Appalled by her beauty, it took me a moment
to find the right words.
“Hi... I’m
Teddy. I go to school with Victoria,” I paused, “and I’ve
always had a bit of a crush on her,” I blurted out before
I could think about what I was saying. The words spilled effortlessly
out of
my mouth, as if on a mission to embarrass me.
“Come in Teddy,”
said the woman, smiling softly. She stepped back to give me room to
enter the house. I did, and she closed the door tightly behind me. “So
Teddy, you know Victoria from school, do you?” she asked
as she politely took the flowers from me and walked quickly towards
the kitchen.
I followed, scrambling to keep up.
“Yes,”
I answered. “I would have just talked to her there, but every
time I tried to speak to her, she seems to just blow me off,” I
informed her politely.
“Speak
to her?” the woman asked as she arranged the flowers in
a vase she had gotten from a cupboard, seeming amused. Needless
to say, I was
not nearly as entertained by this as she was.
When the confused
look on my face revealed that I hadn’t a clue what she meant,
she smiled and began to snicker silently. When she did so, I noticed
that her eyes lit up the same way that Victoria’s did. She then
paused and said, “Bless your heart. The reason that Victoria doesn’t
talk to you is because she’s deaf.” My eyes immediately
widened with stunned surprise. I now saw the humor of the situation.
All those times that I had watched her, and not once had I noticed
the
signing, the hearing aid, or the constant note-writing. To me,
she seemed like a perfectly normal girl, capable of conquering
the world if that
was what she desired to do.
I heard
the front door open and close, and before I knew what was happening,
Victoria entered the room. Finally, here we were, face to face. I wanted
to say so much to her, but I had no idea how. Her mother, noticing my
discomfort, stepped in to help. “This is Teddy from your school,”
she signed to Victoria while speaking the words aloud so that I also
could understand what she was saying. “He was interested in meeting
you, he even brought you flowers,” she continued. Victoria nodded
that she understood and she stuck out her hand to me. I grabbed it and
shook it. When I let go, she signed something to me, something that
I couldn’t understand. I turned to her mom for help and she informed
me that Victoria had just signed “Hello my name is Victoria.”
With her mother’s help, I managed to sign “Hello my name
is Teddy.” I spent the whole afternoon with Victoria and
her mother, but the time just flew by. They taught me a lot of
sign language, but
I enjoyed just being in her company more then anything. I spent
many more afternoons over at her house, learning how to speak
a new language,
without my mouth ever uttering a single word.
Now, I
said before that I believed that Victoria is a perfectly normal girl,
capable of conquering the world. And I must say I still believe this
to be true. She stole my heart back then, our freshmen year of high
school, and she tightly holds onto it now. We are still together five
years later. It seems like we have been through everything together,
all the little ups and downs that life has to offer. I feel like I’ve
known her my whole life. I can tell her anything and, I must say, these
have been the best five years of my life. So much so, in fact, that
tonight I plan on proposing to her, on our five year anniversary. And
I dearly hope she says yes. Well, she doesn’t actually
have to say anything, a simple nod will do.